Farewell Mr Lee Kuan Yew.

When I wokeup on Monday, 23 March 2015.. I've learnt about the passing of my Country's very own founding Father had passed away the same day at 3.18am. I've seen on television and heard of his life stories from my Grandmother and my Mummy. And after I've learnt of his passing, I couldn't help but cried daily when reminded that we Singapore have lost our founding Father.

Mr Lee Kuan Yew was the one that dares to dream and therefore already had vision since 1965 that Singapore will be successful. And true enough, we have grown from a 3rd World to currently a 1st World Country. Without his perseverance and determination, I wouldn't have the chance to be born in a modernized Singapore. I am really thankful for that.

On Thursday, I've brought my Grandmother down to City Hall to meet my Mummy, Aunt and Cousin to pay our last respect to Mr Lee Kuan Yew at the Parliament House. We had quick dinner and head down to queue at Padang at 7pm. Thought it was a humid night, we managed to persevere for 5 hours, thanks to volunteers for providing snacks and water to hydrate ourselves. I would say I've never seen Singapore that united eversince I was born. And that really touched me.

And finally we went into Parliament House to pay our last respect at 12am on the dot. Many elderlies, even on wheelchair, with walking sticks queued at the priority queue to pay their last respect to Mr Lee, my heart dropped. Afterall, they were the ones that witnessed how Singapore have grown and how Mr Lee had guide Singaporeans then.

And today, 29 March 2015, Sunday at 12.30pm was his funeral procession parade. As his casket was driven along memorial places in Singapore, citizens of Singapore held our Country flags high waving while wailing and screaming to Mr Lee's name "Lee Kuan Yew!! Lee Kuan Yew!!" I cried immediately when I saw that on television. I woke up to a rainy dark sky, heavy rain.. yet citizens of Singapore still went to send him off. That was how grateful we are to him.

Had to work at 4pm today, so didn't manage to watch their speeches, but I watched the rerun from my iPad when I arrived at work.. I started to tear even when there's customers in my shop. Especially when they said the pledge and sang to our National Anthem "Majulah Singapura". I am very happy and proud to be a Singapore thanks to Mr Lee Kuan Yew. You're a great leader and Father of Singapore. You will be dearly missed by many of us. Farewell Mr Lee Kuan Yew. Rest in peace. ♡

[29 MARCH 2015, 7.59PM]

Did I just lost something?

I think I did. But of course, this is not regarding any boy girl relationships. It's definitely friendship.

Our friendship starts 9 Years ago, that was Year 2003. WOW! We've spent 9 Years together as "best" friends but it seems like I don't know you well enough to carry on the friendship. And it seems like you don't understand me too. So what can we do to get this resolve? It seems like there's no way to resolve this kind of matter.

Yes, we do seem close in photos, but in reality... It's hard to read you. And it's hard to read me. I admit that even at times I can't bring myself to forgive you even for the little things. But I hide those with a smile of course. I didn't want our friendship to end. I've been holding in my true emotions towards you in order for our long friendship to last forever. It's not easy being friend with you. Seriously, it's hard to read you. Whenever I ask if things are going well, and your answer will always be "Aiyah..." and nothing else.

From my point of view, it seems like you expect people to understand what's happening just by the word "aiyah...". Maybe other people gets it (wonder who's that marvelous to get what you're saying). Anyways, I really hope I won't hold any grudges on you for nothing. But seriously, I can't bring myself to not hold grudges on you. Too arrogant of you. If you realized, I'm always speechless nowadays when I'm with you. I'm disappointed, because you're getting worst. Even when I share my problems with you, all you said was "aiyah..." Oh wells, you are all about "aiyahs". Fine.

Ordinary day in Taekwondo and Epic Journey home.

Woke up around 1:30PM because I as a night person slept at 6:30AM. Okay, that aside. So what did then was wash up, had my lunch (Claypot Chicken Rice a.k.a 瓦煲鸡饭) prepared by my lovely Mama (Grandmother). And after lunch, I prepare to leave for Taekwondo Training.

But unfortunately I wasn't able to train because I just recovered from fever, hehehe. Body still a little weak to take the challenge haha. So I just sat at the side of Dojang and learn Poomsae visually. After training, Xin En (Taekwondo Friend/Buddy) had instant noodles in School's 7 Eleven. I had Kimchi "Ramen" and she had Laksa. After that I bougt Coffee Milk to drink because there's so much MSG that made me thirsty.

While on the bus home, my stomach decides to react to what I ate and drink. The pain was super bad, and I can't probably fart or let out in the public bus!! That was a tragic incident that I will never forget. It was super bad that the diarrhea was at custom and no way to reverse. And believe it or not I had to hold it there for 30 minutes before I reach home. My legs were shaking while trying my best to hold it in. Hahaha, super epic. And I remembered people telling me that it is impossible to hold in diarrhea.

Haha, okay that was extra information. Actually I have nothing much to blog about. But I'm sure the diarrhea part of my story bring up the climax a little. Hahaha. Lesson learnt, never to eat hot and spicy with cold milk. It's terrible, horrible and unbelievable!!

Ever since 24th December 2011 ❤

Ever since then, I've been crazy over Sung Si Kyung.

There's a period of time when I kept sleeping in the living room because I keep falling asleep while watching TV. And on days when they screen Yu Huiyeol's Sketchbook on KBS World, there's always this same guy with specs that I see talking and singing at this segment "Touch".

But I didn't really take notice of his identity, not really interested when I'm already half asleep on my couch. But whenever I sleep in my living room, it will always be the day that KBS World screen Yu Huiyeol's Sketchbook, and that specs guy will appear. His songs are so addictive and he has an absolute unique and soothing voice. But I'm not sure who he was, all I remember about him was his specs, voice and one of his song's melody, not even the title of the song (how ridiculous) haha.

2 Days 1 Night has always been my all time favourite show. And I was watching this Episode where they were having their 3rd Viewer Tour when they have to invite 4 guest to be the emcees as they have to group the viewers into 10 groups. So they played songs related to the guests as they introduce them, first they played "Like Being Shot By A Gun" by Baek Ji Young and she's the 1st guest, then they played "Lucifer" by SHINee but the 2nd guest was Jo Hyunmoo because he danced to that in some Variety shows and for the 3rd guest, they play "The Road To Me" by Sung Si Kyung and his the 3rd guest.

Once the song starts, it sounds super familiar to me and I realized that his the specs guy from Yu Huiyeol's Sketchbook. That's when I really look into seeing how he looks like, hahaha. But at that time, I wasn't really into him yet... I start to download some of his songs after watching him on 2 Days 1 Night. And around that same period, he released his new album with title song "Even Now", but I didn't really listen to it because I really wasn't into him yet.

But on 24th December 2011, when my Mother's side relatives came over for dinner and "ignore" my hyper welcome to them I went to my study room and was looking for some things to do and decided to learn Sung Si Kyung's "Even Now" by memorizing the lyrics and replaying the song for more than 30 times. Hahaha. I think I start liking him that night because of the Music Video, I even watched it in HD. And my computer screen is quite big. Somehow Sung Si Kyung looks super charming in the Music Video, hahaha!! And... TADAH!!! Fell in love with him on the night of Christmas Eve ❤

Mother's side relatives came over for Christmas Celebration.

Mummy called over her siblings and family for Christmas dinner. Yes, there will be good food and wine of course, but there's one major problem. They are super quiet. And that cause the atmosphere to be real awkward.

When they arrived, I went out to greet them in a hyper way "Hey, hello!! Oh my nice braces colour for Christmas, same as mine!!" But only one of them responded to me, the rest stared at me like "Why is she so hyper, crazy?" So after that awkward silent, I know I should just return to my room and carry on with Uhm Jung Hwa and Sung Si Kyung♥

Land Base RJ - Late Submission

Sorry for the late submission again, I was having a bad headache after the rain and shine, so I bathed and slept through the night.

Before an expedition, I will brief my participants to always watch out for wild animals and also endangered species like snake. Also I will brief them on safety precaution, and what to do when they face danger.

While hiking, I will make sure I know where I am going and it's important to keep a map and a compass by my side just incase I lost my way, whether whether or not on road or jungle trail. When hiking, it's better to have a group or a partner with me. So we can help each other when we're in danger.

Thank you for guiding us, especially bird's nest, haha. I had fun learning (:

Back in a long time...

Have not been writing for quite some time. Finally I'm back with my blogging mood. Have been quite busy in school. Last week was my UT 3 (Understanding Test 3). It was kinda tough for some of the subjects, but still can manage with the help of my Almighty God, Jesus Christ. So now, I'll be having holidays from today on wards till 3rd October. Semester 2 will then start on 4th October. So for this holiday, I'll work in the Korean BBQ Restaurant that I'm currently working in, it's called Sshikkek. Very delicious... You guys should try it. The Restaurant is at Novena, opposite Velocity.

Other than that, I have to also rehearse for Liang Yi & John's Wedding (Church mate). Singing solo for Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars *stress* Haha. Okok, I shall leave it to God. AMEN! Haha. Hmm.. Oh wells... Holidays, bored... Resting this week and starting work next week. Have to head to Pastor Dianna's house later to discuss for the upcoming events for Youth. Weehoo... Hahaha!! I'm in-charge now, oh yeah oh yeah... Gonna trim my nails later, too long. Alright, guess that's all about it for now. Ciaos!!!

Who Am I Currently?

I always felt like telling this to someone, but I realized that I can tell no one about it. And I can't tolerate this any longer, I have to at least write it here.

I always thought to myself "Do I have the rights to love someone and say I Love you?" or "am I just an unknown attention seeker?" This is really annoying. If anyone realized that I don't say "I love you" verbally to anyone, it's because I don't think I have the rights to say so. Who can I actually tell? I was about to gain back my confidence I used to have in Primary School in Polytechnic, but when I saw this sentence "Who you think you are, you're not even pretty and you want to get attention."

No one knows, but it hurts me a lot. It does not only hurt me, it brings down my self-esteem by a lot. The funniest thing is that I even cried over this sentence. Everything went wrong after I see this sentence. Just because of this sentence, I see everything differently. I became super small, I dare not voice out anything. And of course my studies are affected. But the scariest thing is that I couldn't get rid of this problem. I want to be myself, being quiet is not me!!! I am not getting people's attention, definitely not, I'm not that of a bimbo person. Please trust me. That's how I am, I love being funny and making people laugh. I can't be myself when you're around.

I feel stuffed, can't breathe, no freedom to be myself. Can you please return my self-esteem and confidence? Stop telling me that I am not pretty, stop saying that I am an attention seeker, stop calling me a bitch, because I am not. Please let me do what I want. Please. I'm begging you. Please. You make me hate life, I want to live life that I want to. You have your life to bother, please don't bother me. I know everyone likes you, guys fall for you easily, you have it all. So just let me be myself, don't call me a bitch. I don't bitch around. All I want is my freedom again!!!

Seriously speaking... I thought I've made another close friend that I can depend on, and I really do love you, thinking that you're adorable and deserve loves from everyone. But now, I'm starting to hate you, because you make me hate myself.

Finally configured my MacBook!

Stayed over at Church friend's (Timothy) house from last night 4am to 1pm. And he fetched me to Republic's Polytechnic to configure my MacBook. I was suppose to reach by 1:30pm, but was 10mins late :P Hahaha! But still managed to configure it on time!

And the guy in-charge told me that I have to unlock the password before he can download anything into my MacBook. But I didn't know what "password" he was talking about. So I went to talk a look at it, and the hint was "Block Unit", and I remembered that my Daddy told me it was "**********", but when I typed it in, it says incorrect password. So I retyped and retyped, but it's still not working. So I called Daddy and Mummy to confirm it, and still... It doesn't work. But thanks to Mummy's Colleague and Timothy that helped me get a new password. Phews~!! Hahaha...

After getting through with the new password, the guy in-charge started configuring my MacBook. Timothy was complaining that his hungry, so we went to Subway, and he treat me!! Foor-long Meatball. ^^ Thank you Timothy, so generous of you. Appreciated!

While walking to Subway, saw my Secondary School's Classmate, Nigee Woo!! He was standing like Sir Standford Raffles. And was looking at me waiting for me to notice him, hahaha. He was there for some Camp to know more friends. Not bad, social man! ^^

After about 2 hours or so, my MacBook is ready! And so the man in-charge taught and brief me on what should I do and what's what. And after that, Timothy fetched me home. And I was emo-ing the whole journey home after realizing that my Dearest MacBook have a super deep scratch! And decided to get a MacBook casing NO MATTER WHAT! Yeah, that's all about it. Haha!

Weird And Random Dream.

When I was sleeping (28 March 2011, Morning), I had a "nightmare". I'm not sure whether to call it nightmare, but it was a little scary. It's not about ghost, nor about murder, but something more adventurous. TSUNAMI in Singapore!! Hahaha!

In the dream...

I was at the void deck of the HDB Flat (that I live in) with my Daddy, Mummy and someone else which I don't remember, we were eating tidbits (I'm not sure why we actually eat tidbits at the void deck and not at home). So we saw a country near us got attacked by some atomic bomb, and went into the sea... And after it exploded in the sea, there was a huge wave rushing towards us, A TSUNAMI!!!

After noticing the tsunami, I said:"Shucks!! It's coming, run!!!". So we ran for our lives from Seng Kang (and the scene suddenly changed into a Singapore map showing us running for our lives from Seng Kang to Jurong, I think I watched too many "2 Days 1 Night"). So we ended up in one of the houses in Jurong HDB Flat, without being attacked by the quick rushing tsunami (a little random that we actually can go into a house that doesn't belong to us, and Daddy disappeared from the dream).

Mummy, 2 other younger kids (I'm not sure when did the 2 kids appear too), and the first thing I was looking for in that house was FLOAT!! And I found 2 baby floats (for the 2 randomly appeared kids), 2 adult floats (for Mummy and Myself), a few arm floats (for the 2 random kids, Mummy and Myself) and 1 of the things that separate the lanes of competition pool (For Mummy, because she can't swim). And when we look out the window, the water was flowing very rapidly, and super scary. So we quickly put on the floats, arm floats and the swimming pool separator (Hoping that we'll be safe).

And you know what? The dream was a little screwed, because I woke up!! But then, I went back to sleep after turing on the fan. So the dream continued. This time round I ended up in some "Laboratory cum IT Fare" place (a super random place, how can a Laboratory and IT Fare be together, weird. Mummy and the 2 random kids left the dream too, I'm left alone in the dream). So in the Laboratory cum IT Fare place, I was looking for someone, but I can't remember looking for who.

And I forget how it ended, but I remember waking up because the dream was totally nonsense, switching scenes randomly with random people coming in and out. The most interesting thing is that in my dream I'll use float during tsunami and expect to be safe!! Hahaha... NICE ONE!! Weird dream isn't it?

Anyways, still crazy over Lee Seung Gi ♕ Hahaha!!! Love him so much!! ♡

My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho's MV in Dessert Shop!

Went dessert shop with a few of my Church friends, Lucas, Matthew, Joseph, Heman, Gabriel, Jason and Charis. We entered the shop and they were playing SHINee's MV. So I was actually hoping for Uhm Jung Hwa's "D.I.S.C.O" to play... But after a little while of many Kpop "idol" groups, I saw Music Video of Drama "My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho".

Song Title: Losing My Mind (정신이나갔었나봐)

Sung By: Lee Seung Gi (이승기)

It's Lee Seung Gi!!! My ideal man, hahaha!! I was enjoying Lee Seung Gi more than my dessert la!!

Me: Look! It's Lee Seung Gi!!! So handsome!! ^^

Lucas: What? He? Handsome?

Me: Yah!! You can't tell what's handsome and what's not?

Lucas: His not handsome la. But the girl is very pretty!!

Me: =_=''' What!?!?!? Of course you'll think woman is better than a guy!!

Lucas: Eat your dessert la!

Me: After this song, oh look!! Lee Seung Gi!! Handsome, I'm crazy over him!!

Lucas: What about Uhm Jung Hwa?

Me: Uhm Jung Hwa and Lee Seung Gi different. Uhm Jung Hwa's a woman, Lee Seung Gi's a guy.

Lucas: Okay lor.

And after eating dessert, the time was around 4PM, so we went home. It takes me around 35 Minutes to reach home. So I reach home at 4:50PM, and I use my MacBook and watched "1박2일"!!! Lee Seung Gi so adorable in this Episode, his adorable in every Episodes. But because he said "Bye Bye!" while waving goodbye to Eun Ji Won on the phone (without 3G, but he waved) at that Episode, ADORABLE!!! Like a small boy!! ^^

Lee Seung Gi!! I love everything of him!! ^^ Hahaha...

이승기 최고!!!

Recently crazy over Lee Seung Gi ♥❤♥❤♥❤

I started watching "My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho" few Months ago (Last Year, 2010), but that time I manage to watch only Episode 1 and Episode 2 Part 1 of 5 because I have to study for my major examination in November 2010.

So I decided to continue watching it on Monday, 21 March 2011. So after watching, I went crazy over Lee Seung Gi on 21,22 or 23 March 2011!! I like Lee Seung Gi even before watching "My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho" because I watch "1박2일", but I went crazy over him only after watching "My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho".

I like him because he can Sing, Act and Emcee!! So talented!! And also he has good manners, he has great sense of humor, he has the look and he has the height!! My ideal guy!! ^^ His an extinct man, non other to be found!! Oh my... His almost perfect!!! Love him so much, how I wish his my husband!! Hahaha..

But most importantly, he needs to be save by the Lord, Jesus Christ!! Hope his already saved!! ^^

이승기 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 너무 좋아!!! ♪♫♪

Done with Polytechnic's Enrollment!! ^^

Finally I'm done with Polytechnic's Enrollment!! Hahaha... My course in Polytechnic needs me to do some Medical Checkup to ensure that I'm healthy and fit for the course. And of course, I am fit!!! I was so worried that I gain weight during this long 4 Months holiday, so I prayed before minutes the doctor check my weight, haha. And I actually was so shock when the doctor told me my weight!! Instead of gaining, I lost 5KG!!! Wow!! Hahaha!! Thank God!! ^^ I was so happy that I actually LOST WEIGHT!!!

On the way to checkup, I was telling Daddy and Mummy in the car:

ME: I ate Sushi Buffet for lunch, I'm sure I'll gain much weight for that.

Mummy: Who told you to eat Buffet when you already know that your weight is needed for your checkup?

ME: I thought I'll be doing checkup tomorrow instead.

Daddy: It's okay. Because you have the height. So even though you gain a little weight from lunch, it won't make much difference.

ME: *phews~!!*

And so I weigh so much lighter than I expected!! I have to thank Jesus for that!! ^^ Thank You Jesus Christ!!! HEHEHE!! :)

Sarah & Cheryl overnighting at my house.

Hey!!! Sarah and Cheryl in my house now!!! 16 March 2011, Wednesday, 10:17PM. Both of them are a little crazy though. Hahaha. Both lying down on my mattress and I'm on my Grandmother's bed using my MacBook on BLOG!!! ^^ Love my MacBook. Hahaha.

And also, I can't get over my Polytechnic admission!!! I'm so happy, it's still like a dream to me!!! Talking about Polytechnic, I would like to thank God again for giving me a second chance on study wise. Thank You Jesus Christ!!! ^^

Okay back to blogging. Tomorrow morning Cousin Alicia, Cousin Tia and Cousin Nicole is coming over to my house because their Grandmother is not home, so I'll be their "Nanny" for just one day, entertaining them and everything. Hahaha. I love my cousins and everyone else!!! Hehehe ^^

Okay... Sarah and Cheryl are both talking about romance, saying technology ruins romance. Hahaha. Funny!!! And now they are talking about going Jalan Kayu for Soya Bean, hahaha. Weird friends I have ya? And now they are wrestling, I'm safe on the bed. Love them so much!! ^^ BEST FRIENDS EVER!!!

Working in IT Fair for Sony!!

First Day - Thursday 10 March 2011
I was nervous on the first day of work. It's my first job in my life and I have to promote 6 different models of Sony Digital Cameras. But then it was fine on the first day. Customers are kind and patient.

Second Day - Friday 11 March 2011
I was excited to sell cameras and was anticipated to sell more cameras, but however it doesn't happen the way I wanted it to. While I'm promoting a camera to this old couple around 60+ of age, the wife was quite satisfied with the camera, however her husband told her that it's not as good as she (ME) is saying, by looking at the camera you know it isn't as good. And they leave the Sony booth without saying anything, not even "Thank You"!!

Next, there's this woman with her female friend was looking for cameras from Sony, so I served her, and she said she want to take a look at this particular camera, so I showed her the camera in Silver at the Sony booth to show her, promote and explain to her how to use it. So after she decided to get one of those models, she asked.. She: Can I take a look at the Pink? Me: It's at the other side of the booth, would you like to take a look? She: Okay. So I showed her the pink and she was looking at it, but still she wasn't satisfied with it, so she asked..
She: Can I take a look at the Red?
Me: Red is not here, it's at the other side of the booth.
She: Can I see it?
Me: Sure! Follow me, I'll show you the red.
So she look at the Red and she asked..
She: Where is the Black one?
Me: Sorry, it's at the other side of the booth, you stay here I'll bring it up and show you the black.
She was so irritated that she have to walk here and there to look at the colours.
After I show her she said she want to see the Silver again!! So she asked..
She: Can't I look at the silver again?
Me: Okay, sure.
So she went back to the very first place when she came to look at the silver (frowning) and said..
She: I take the red one!
Me: Okay.
So I wrote down her order in my invoice and told her to meet me at the back of the booth because that is where Sony's Cashier is, so while walking to the cashier, she was telling her friends something in foreign language that I don't understand, and she was frowning! So as we reached the cashier, I passed her the invoice, she snatched the invoice from my hands and walked to the cashier with frowned brows!!! I was like,"Erm.. Thank you!!" And her friend was looking at me with a look of "Oh No!" And walked pass me as I said "Thank you" again with a smile on my face, because I CAN'T DO ANYTHING!!!

Third Day - 12 March 2011
Everything was fine until this young couple in their late 20s came over to the Sony booth and I asked them..
Me: Hi, can I help you with any cameras?
Man: Erm.. Just any recommendations from you.
Me: Oh okay. This model has just arrived today for this IT Show, but from what I know from my colleague is that it's released in other stores for about 3 weeks to a months ago, still quite new.
Man: Are you sure just 1 Month ago? I think I saw this in the newspaper about 3 months ago. You're trying to scam me?
And I was wondering if I got scammed by my colleague.
Me: Then I'm not too sure about that.
And that man turn to told his girlfriend right infront of me.
Man: She (ME) is trying to scam me. She said that this camera was out recently and it's a new model, I saw this on the newspaper many months ago. I'm like,"What!?!? Must he say that infront of me? And I did not say it's a new model!! I said that it's out in the IT Show only today, not new model!! And that is what I heard from my colleague... That means I got scammed too!!!" And the couple just left without saying anything, not even a "Thank You" again.. Uhh~!!!

Visitors: Gu Ma (Aunt), Gu Jiong (Uncle), Dominic (Dearest Cousin), Serene Lee (Secondary School's Classmate) and Velda Yeo (Secondary Schoolmate)

Fourth Day - 13 March 2011
It's the most relaxing day of work even though there's lots of customers. Want to know why? Because after 2 to 3 hours after the IT Show starts, all Sony promoters realised that out of 20 customers, only 3 will get cameras. So all promoters started slacking. Hahaha. Sarah, fateen and Derrick went to get Starbucks. And cute Shan went Clarke Quay to get Sticky!!! Hahaha... But fun day. And it was the most relaxing day out of all 4 days of work, because we all don't care anymore. Hahaha..

Visitors: Yang Boy (Little Bro) and Tiffancy Goh (Secondary School's Classmate, one of my close friends)

I'm now a Polytechnic's student!!!

Firstly, I want to thank God for answering my prayer and now I'm a student of Republic Polytechnic. Thank You Jesus!!! Secondly, I want to thank my Parents, my MaMa, my family members and of course each and every Sisters and Brothers that prayed and cared for me!!! Thirdly, I want to thank the woman working in Republic Poly's "General" Office, because she told me that I can apply through DAE, haha. And lastly, I want to thank whoever that's in-charge to select students to get into Republic Polytechnic!!! Yeah!!! Hahaha.

Finally I can enjoy myself!!! For the past 3 Months of holidays, I've been spending time waiting and worrying about my results.. Hahaha. I worried for NOTHING!!! Really, I thank God for getting into Polytechnic, thank You so much Lord Jesus!!! I love YOU!!!

Tigger and Me ♡

Peeps!!! Hahaha, oh wells... I'm still "holiday-ing"!! It was fun when holiday just started, but eventually, it gets bored day by day when I'm alone with my laptop. I'll usually use laptop in the middle of the night because I am too bored. Hehehe!! ^^

But thanks to my Church-mate (also my BESTfriend) Sarah introduced me to work with her from 10 March - 13 March as a Sony Camera Promoter. I shall do more shopping after that.. Kekekeke!! ^^

Hopefully I'll be able to get a pet Puppy after I save up enough money. So far my "pet" is Tigger. Haha, so lame!! I seriously should get a Puppy, hehehehe!! Ciao ciao!!

It's already 1st March!!

Yohz!!! Once again it's the 18th March ever since I was born!!! I have 1 more Month till I start School again, yeah!!! I've not been using much of my brains ever since November 2010. I'll study 4 times harder than how I study in Primary School and Secondary School, promised!!! Hmm... I have slightly more than 1 Month of holidays left for me to enjoy and rest before I boost up my energy for studying~!!! God bless me and you too!!! See you soon~!!!

I miss my Great Grandmother (TAI PO)!!!

Halfway reading the Bible, suddenly thought of my Great Grandmother (Tai Po) that passed away 3 Years ago and started crying non-stop, seriously crying NON-STOP! I miss her so so so so much!!! u_u

I feel so guilty not spending more time with her. TAIPO!!! I miss you a lot a lot a lot!!! I seriously don't know why did I thought of her out of the blue. And I started crying... And tears keep flowing out NON-STOP!!! The more I cry, the more guilty I feel towards my Grandmother. How I wish time can be rewinded!!!

This is life, we have to face death... Unless we die first.. Hahaha. The last line was just nonsense, ignore it!

I NEED A LIFE HERE!!!

Tell me? Why is life so unsuccessful for me at this period of time? People with Lousier aggregate than me can get into Polytechnic, why can't I? And it's raining now with thunder! What a day :( I want to get into Polytechnic! The reason why I get into Secondary 5 to take my O Level is because I want to get into Polytechnic, if not I'll just go ITE straight after my Secondary 4!!! So unfair T_T I feel so stupid! It's like though I have no brains you know? Jesus... I wanted this to be a testimony, but... sigh.

What am I suppose to do now? Go ITE? NO WAY!!! Come on... I always told myself that I'll not step into that institution! But now I ended up being posted to that school!!! Oh my goodness... I really don't know what I can do now, I feel so lost! Going ITE is not what I wanted! Staying home study as private candidate is super lifeless! Go and work and not study anymore is a no future plan! Committing Suicide is stupidest thing to do! Crying is useless! Release anger, to who? Seriously the feeling now is SUCKY!!! Someone (Hopefully Jesus), help me! Please? I really want to get into Polytechnic! Christians reading this, please pray for me, I really need your prayers, and... I NEED A LIFE HERE!!!

New Year Boots from Forever 21!!! ^^

Happy Lunar New Year!!! This is one of my new shoes for Lunar New Year, how is it? Cool huh! Hahaha, I love it so much. Thank you Mummy and Daddy!!! This is the Year I did most shopping for Lunar New Year, I have 3 new shoes, 6 new shirts, 2 skirts and 3 new jeans! WOW!!! I've become a shopping queen, oh my goodness!! Hahaha ^^ But I really have to thank my Mummy, Daddy and of course my Most Lovely Grandmother (MaMa)!!! Love her so much ^^ Muacks Muacks~❤ Also, I have to thank Jesus for blessing Mummy, Daddy and Lovely MaMa, and they blessed me with the shopping stuffs.

I've always wanted to get a boots, but it didn't happen, haha. And finally I get to wear one!!! TRENDY SHANNEN CHAN JING WEN!!! Woohooo~!!! I feels like Uhm Jung Hwa, because she always wears boots, true true? Hahaha, just that mine's Baby Brown, and hers are always Black, haha. I'm very observant right? Actually all her fans know that she loves wearing Black, I'm not the only one that knows that, hohoho ^^ I miss Uhm Jung Hwa... Okay, a little random here now!!! Hahaha, but I really miss her ^^

My BESTfriends : Sarah & Cheryl ❤

We grew up together in the same Church naming Bethany Christian Centre. Three best friends, Cheryl, Sarah and myself, Jing Wen :) I want to thank God for the both of them, being by my side bringing joy and laughters, love you guys ❤ Hearts hearts!!!

When I first step into Bethany Christian Centre, I only know my Cousin, Dominic. And I always thought I was left out because the both of them are really good friends and they will not want to talk to me. But I was wrong, they turn out to be very hilarious kids too, and not gossip queens. Then somehow our friendship got even deeper after Children's Church Camps, Youth Camps, Church Camps and Mission Trip. We even stay in each others home during School Holidays to have fun and hyper around.

I love my Enthusiastic friends Sarah the great and Cheryl Heshley!!! Kisses~!!! Looking at those photos that we took from Young to Mature is very touching!!! I got this photo from Sarah's tumblr, she was telling me in MSN to visit her tumblr and I saw this, and I'm really touched. Sarah even tweeted in twitter that she love us, and Cheryl posted in Facebook that she misses and love us. TOUCHED!!! I love them too!!! A lot!!! ❤

Sarah See Wen Ling + Cheryl Khaw Xue Er + Shannen Chan Jing Wen = LOVE ❤

A short chat with 엄정화's yoga instructor (:

Mohanan Aringadamadam
Clear Window
Today

Me:
But why did Uhm Jung Hwa look for you?
How did you get to you to teach her?
I mean How did she get to you to teach her?

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
because i am an international yoga trainer...
i can come and teach anywhere on sponsoreship..

Me:
That's so cool!
Guess you're earning a lot too, ya?
hahaha

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
if any group/any associations, u can contact me..
yeah?
more than earning, teaching is passion..

Me:
True...
Hahaha
But how come they have DVD of Yoga?
I mean UJH

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
yes, it is in VHF
in 3 volumes, released in 2002
after my teaching was over

Me:
So... you taught them and then they release the Yoga VHS?
Woah...
hahaha

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
yes

Me:
CooL!
You're a great trainer ^^

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
thank u ..but yes, i believe so...

Me:
Hahaha...

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
if any one talks about yoga training, you can refer them to me...ha ha.

Me:
My friends thought of having Yoga...
But I'm not too sure if she still wants it...

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
i can come and teach...

Me:
How much is one lesson?

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
you can check-up, and let me know by separate mail...
ok?

Me:
Hmm...
check-up what?

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
whether she is still interested in yoga..

Me:
oh oh okok
How much is one lesson?

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
you make your decision for yoga, then let me know, i shall give my package..
and let me know by email...ok? bye now....

Me:
I'm not really interested...

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
ok..

Me:
But 2 of my friends are..
I'll check with them soon....
But your yoga training looks intense, hahaha

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
no, i can take from pre-beginner to beginner to advance....no problem..
ok ..

Me:
woah...
Did UJH go to advan?
hahaha
*advance

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
yes..she really loves yoga very much...
i have posted one photo of her doing yoga in my FB, hv u seen it?

Me:
hmm, I shall check it out...

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
ok bye now..

Me:
saw
didn't know that's her
hahaha..
anyway, thanks ^^
chat with you soon (:

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
it is her and her friend lee Sora, superb model
ok...bye

Me:
I didn't realise it's her until you told me, haha ^^
That's UJH's house?

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
you can zoom it and c,

Me:
That's UJH's house?

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
her friend's house

Me:
oh I see...
Okay, chat with you soon ^^

Mohanan Aringadamadam:
ok

Dominic is joining us for Caroling this Year!

Yes! After I bathe and read the Holy Bible I went to check my handphone if there's any messages, and one of the messages I've received was from Dominic (My Cousin) on 23 December 2010 2:28AM saying,"Help me to tell PD that I'll be joining you all for caroling on Friday. And tell me the details." After reading the message he sent me, I was like "OH MY GOODNESS, is this true!?!?"

Because he changed Church and left Bethany Christian Centre with his Parents. But recently, he has been missing Bethany Christian Members, so he came back to help out in the Bethany Childcare's Christmas Celebration and now his joining us for Christmas Caroling this coming Friday, 24 December 2010 (which is tomorrow). I'm so super happy ^^ Thankyou Jesus for him missing Bethany Christian Centre and coming back to visit and helping out, thankyou so much Jesus!!! Best Christmas present ever since when I was born :D Hahaha! And I told him on twitter that I am in-charge of Caroling, don't have to tell PD (Pastor Diana, Bethany's Youth Pastor). So happy la! Oh my ♥ Happy till~!!!

Can't wait for Christmas Caroling!!! Shall I ask Dominic to come along for Youth Retreat? Hahaha XD I feel so cunning, asking Dominic to join this and that in Bethany, hahaha! But I like his presents!!! Like seriously, anyway he misses people in Bethany too, and it's holiday now, why not enjoy? Right? Hahaha! YES ARH!!! Happy~!!! Can't wait to spread the Good News that Dominic is joining us for Caroling ^^

I'm having holidays now, but I have nothing to do ~ !!!

I seriously have nothing to do at home during this holiday. I've graduated from Secondary School, and I am lazying around at home :( It's not like I did not look for part time jobs, but something cropped up, that's why I'm not working. But since I lost that job, I shall look for a Job that I am interested in. I already have that Job in mind, and I am going towards my dream Job ^^

So far, I've been either watching dramas, looking for jobs and staying home just using computer, it's such a no life! All my friends have to work, and therefore no one has the time to go out with me. Using computer the whole holiday is... woah... seriously, NO LIFE! I rather go back to school and study. Can't wait for January :) My birthday and some suprises! Hahaha! Arh! I'm really bored! What can I do? Can anyone sponsor me to either South Korea, Indonesia Bali or Australia? Singapore is really bored, so small! I've been to every places in Singapore, except Universal Studio! Uhhhh~!!! It's so saddening to be lifeless :( Please give me some life!

Happy Birthday to my dearest MaMa (Grandmother) :D

祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐，
祝你生日快乐！

MaMa，生日快乐！祝您生体健康！答应我您会活到很老很老哦，不能让我晚上时一个人在房里睡，您一定要活到。。。一百五十岁！哈哈哈，一定要哦！主祝福您，我爱您！^^~♥♥♥ 爱您！奶奶我爱您！！！哈哈！您是我这一生中最可爱，最好的奶奶了，世上是没有人可以取代您的可爱了^^ 实在是太爱您了！我朋友都说我的奶奶很可爱，我很同意他们的说法！哈哈哈，你不行的话，自己看看吧。^^ 我们一家大小聚在一起庆祝我奶奶的生日！

Happy Birthday Yang!

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy Birthday to Yangboy,

Happy Birthday to you!

May God bless you richly in years to come and please grow up to be a generous and gentleman! Don't keep behaving like you owns the World and you can do whatever you like even when it is wrong to do it. Stay discipline, don't because you want to be cool and want attention then you do the wrong things. Remember, you are a Christian, so behave like you are one! Okay, these are some of my wishing, scolding and warnings to you, Happy Birthday!!!

Enjoyable time with Friends :)

Went out with Fiona, Chloe, Ling Li, Pei Wen and Melissa yesterday straight after the last paper of 'O' Level! Hahaha... Fiona, Chloe and Myself brought our clothes to change, Ling Li, Pei Wen and Melissa went home to change. And so we meet them at Far East. Fiona, Ling Li and Melissa went to Melissa's Mummy Salon to dye their hair, and Chloe went there for hair treatment. Hahaha. Chloe so cute lo!

Then Left with Pei Wen and Myself, we are thirsty, and so we went to hunt for fruit juice high and low in Far East Plaza. We were at the highest level, Level 5, and so we went hunting around level by level, Level 4, Level 3, Level 2 and we decided to skip Level 1, so Pei Wen and I went to Basement 1, and still no fruit juice stall is to be found, so we went up to Level 1 and finally we saw a stall called "fruitti fruitti" and of course we went there immediately, to get our soothing Avocado Milk Shake! Hahaha...

So while drinking the Avocado Milk Shake, we wait for Chloe to finish her hair treatment. After Chloe is done with her hair treament, Chloe, Pei Wen and Myself went for medicure, O.P.I Nail Polish, Pei Wen did only Medicure, Chloe did both Pedi and Medicure, and I decided not to do, because they don't have grey! Oh my goodness! Grey is the colour I want and they don't have it :( Sad only~!!!

So after that, Fiona and Ling Li are also don'e with their hair, so we went basement to eat Wanton Noodle, Melissa wasn't with us because her Mummy is fetching her home, so after Wanton Noodle, we all went home. It wasn't that much of a chilling and shopping yet though, because I'm not working yet, so no money to spend, so all my money are spend on food instead, hahaha as usual^^

What's "IN" to me now is BOOTS HEELS!!!

I don't know why, but Boots Heels just suddenly attract my attention... Actually not really suddenly, I started eye-ing on this kind of heels since last October (I'm refering to Year 2009), and I think it's super unique to wear this kind of Boots Heels. But one of my worries is that, I'll feel weird wearing heels, because I'm already so tall... Unless~ FIONA (171cm) wear it with me ^^ Hahaha!!! Btw, I'm 173cm... Muahahahaha~!!!

코리아 간다? 하지만... 언제?

우와~!!! 삼 more papers left!!! 진짜 행복!!! Then after that, I can concentrate on preparing my trip!!! Can't believe I am actually going overseas again ^^ hahaha... Super 행복!!! 오모~~~ 어떻게??? Am I going to buy Winter Wear again? 하하하하하~ 우와 진짜~!!! Next February!!! Happy Happy Happy^^

Movie cum Drama Marathon Plan!!!

Movie Marathon

1. Haeundae (2009)
2. Bestseller (2010)
3. Insadong Scandal (2009)
4. Seducing Mr. Perfect (2006)
5. Princess Aurora (2005)
6. For Horowitz (2005)
7. Singles (2004)

Drama Marathon

1. He Who Can't Marry (2009)
2. Personal Taste (2010)
3. Mischievous Kiss (2010)
4. My Girlfriend is a Gumiho (2010)
5. The Fugitive: Plan B (2010)
6. Get Karl Oh Su Jung (2007)
7. Tropical Nights In December (2004)
8. Wife (2001)
   

Hopefully we'll be watching these shows in Timothy Zeng's place with Janelle, I think we should be overnighting for like a week there lo, hahaha!!! To be able to finish all those shows above, including Timothy's Taiwan Dramas, woah~!!! Hope 1 week is enough to finish the dramas... Hope we all won't have Drama or Movie phobia after that, hahaha!!! By Writing these post, I'm tempting myself already, ARHHH!!! GET BACK TO STUDY CHAN JING WEN, hahaha!!! See you soon~!!!

A rather random post.

I am so super happy to be here on Earth, imagining myself becoming a super star like Uhm Jung Hwa makes me feel so happy. Or rather entering into the Kingdom of God, The Heaven with every Christians, including Uhm Jung Hwa. Woah~!!! GREAT FEELING ARH~!!! But before thinking so far, CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!! Jesus Christ's Birthday!!! Wooo~!!! Happy, happy^^ Caroling on the 24th December, woah~!!! BEST!!! So shall study hard for 'O' Levels now, and enjoy my BEST time which is CHRITMAS DAY!!!

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Can anyone tell me how to be HAPPY and ANGRY at the same time??? Hahaha... Wierd~!!! Want to stay Happy, then don't get angry... If you want to be an angry person, then... you will never be happy... Just choose one!!! So if you're happy now, then why you're still so angry??? I seriously don't get the link yo~ Anyways, I'm strong in the Name of Jesus, I shall fear no evil out there. Concentrate on 'O' Levels better la~ ㅎㅎㅎ!!! Remember notes for Examinations better than remembering some kind of useless things... haiz!!! And by the way, your emotions are really weird, 2 sided person, haiz... Anyways, I am super glad to have Jesus Christ as my VERY BEST BEST BEST NUMBER 1 BEST FRIEND, He is the only cool friend in the World. And I already have Him, you don't, hope you don't use Him just to make friends...